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i tried to tell my mother that i didnt beleive in god or jesus and she started to freak out, and i didnt have the heart to tell her.
you know what pisses me off mindless drones who have no passion for anything. they are usually the worst people. often times materilstic, and have no self esteem to match.
the year is almost over, and i do have to say its been the strangest year ive had. ive come to realize alot, no more taking shit from people. im less dependent on others. im more comfortable with myself in everway inside and out. im a great person and i wouldnt switch places with anyone in the world. except maybe johnny depp so i could play with myself all day, but really i have lots going for me.
i get along great with my parents most of the time. ive weened them alot to my crazy ways. in many ways they will never understand me, and neither will anyone really.
im starting the year off in a great city, where i think ill fit in great b.c i dont care what people think of me. i am absolutly postive that i will have lots of great experinces. im leaving nothing behind. because of the people that are important to me wont be here. plus its only a train ride away its funny how only a train ride away could be a totally differant world
and to everyone who is still where they are, i hope they are all happy, happy with themselves and how their lives turn out, and happy enough to be happy for others.
thank you to everyone who has made me feel great you have been a great support thank you to everyone who made me feel like shit you have motivated me and have been a model to what i never want to be.
happy new year to everyone i really hope you all find happiness in the right way and for the right reasons true happiness. this time tommorrow i will be drunk and having a good time with my friends.
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