guess what; everyone talks shit

bye!

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 08:44:40 GMT

timeand_luck

add me if your so inclined

brooklyn:parkslope;bar4

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 07:15:55 GMT

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 03:36:21 GMT

who impulsivly rents an apartment in brooklyn out of NO WHERE.
i do!
yes for real
i am literally holding the keys to it right in my hand
TIME TO GO PACKING

ps.
i love erika
OBVIOUSLY.
also we share a brain

IN ADDITION:
bridget and robbie [ithink] are coming to hang out and help me unpack on wed.

lastly
I <3 BRIDGET. aka my sista from another motha.

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 07:20:33 GMT

And our beaurocratic collective elite
(With our good in mind, of course)
Have turned all focus to the remaining nemesis
Spinning themselves from the axis of evil
Disease and terror, disease and terror
And this is America, impenetrable America...
And Ima Robot... IMA ROBOT!

hahah I LOVE THISCD

and i love jon

ima robot.

reasons as to why cats are better then dogs by yours truly

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 06:03:02 GMT

cats choose their company wisely
dogs are like slutty high school girls with low self esteem they love anyone who gives them attention.

peeek tures

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 09:38:36 GMT

andrew and kasey

jen and katie

kat and joel

marc

me and my boo

me and katie

spam sam spamuel

shut up shut up

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 05:07:27 GMT

i bought sex drugs and cocoa puffs today
and i got hit on by a girl
and i hung out with jen and katie
and i printed out nice pictures
and i worked
and i also bought god bless you dr kevorkian

IF YOU HAVE RECENTELY BORROWED A DVD FROM ME
give it back before i leave

the highlight of my evening yesterday was a long phone conversation with evan.

you talkin bout the koolaid but you doint even know the flava

shut up shut up

just shut up

shut up shut up

shut up

the new.

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 05:55:23 GMT

im still recovering from last night.
it was a good time
there wont be many of these good times shared with the same people anymore
id like to cherish them
key things
rob sexually harrasing everyone in his own rob like way.
bridget being quiet observant and reserved as usual
jens laugh
katie being AKWARD
jon being my thug life bff
marc checking out the mercedes

yes there is randomly a 100 thousand dollar mercedes convertiable in my garage OK WHO DOES THAT?

change is the only permanent thing and i just have to get used to it, and embrace it.

my new years was fun.
although i did pass out before 12.

alright, jon should be here to pick me up soon and then we are going to marcs.

i beleive in

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 07:46:44 GMT

i tried to tell my mother that i didnt beleive in god or jesus and she started to freak out, and i didnt have the heart to tell her.

you know what pisses me off mindless drones who have no passion for anything. they are usually the worst people. often times materilstic, and have no self esteem to match.

the year is almost over, and i do have to say its been the strangest year ive had. ive come to realize alot, no more taking shit from people. im less dependent on others. im more comfortable with myself in everway inside and out. im a great person and i wouldnt switch places with anyone in the world. except maybe johnny depp so i could play with myself all day, but really i have lots going for me.

i get along great with my parents most of the time. ive weened them alot to my crazy ways. in many ways they will never understand me, and neither will anyone really.

im starting the year off in a great city, where i think ill fit in great b.c i dont care what people think of me. i am absolutly postive that i will have lots of great experinces. im leaving nothing behind.
because of the people that are important to me wont be here.
plus its only a train ride away its funny how only a train ride away could be a totally differant world

and to everyone who is still where they are, i hope they are all happy, happy with themselves and how their lives turn out, and happy enough to be happy for others.

thank you to everyone who has made me feel great
you have been a great support
thank you to everyone who made me feel like shit
you have motivated me and have been a model to what i never want to be.

happy new year to everyone
i really hope you all find happiness in the right way
and for the right reasons
true happiness.
this time tommorrow i will be drunk and having a good time with my friends.

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 06:47:15 GMT

why is it that boys in pop punk bands never write about their real lives
cheating on their gfs
cocaine
and blowjobs?

i guess that would decrease the amount of blowjobs they get on tour

<3 poppunk foeva.

sams party on new years
i really wanted to go to brooklyn
sorry erika we will make out soon.

works ruining my life and i have to go register for classes in brooklyn on friday

pi is the best movie ever
and so is MAY.

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 07:55:30 GMT

show was fun tonight
its always fun hanging out with nick dan p. aaron andy, dylan, lauren trent, ect
BRIDGET TOO OF COURSE.
i met perry toooo

random thing
talking to dan and the singer of fordirelifesake while smoking a ciggarette then he gets on stage and his shirt says "drugs are for sluts and losers"
oh man
rescue is fucking awesome
ive had my fill of shows for the next two years
the only time im going to a show is if slain july, matchbook, or rescue is playing thats it.
slain july is playing with the oval portrait on tuesday and id reallly like to go. but work ruins my life again
i cant wait to put in my two weeks
pack my shit up
move to manhatton for a few months
and then find a place in brooklyn
or maybe ill like manhatton who knows.

tommorow hanging out with catherine nick and aaron yay.

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 22:02:53 GMT

using bands that u know spell out ur name

slAin july
Legacy virus
dreams Forever drowning
denveR in dallas
matchbook romancE
your Day strong
sAving throw

this is how bored i am.
haha.

rantrant

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 06:05:46 GMT

hey
you'll stare at a apple, hoping at some point it will turn into a pear, and you'll keep staring at it, and start to imagine that is what you want it to be.
now replace pear and apple with anything you want. and it applys to alot of things. sometimes things people and places wont ever be what you want them to be and your expectations and standards somewhat mold to accept something that you never wanted and you think your content until it all catches up with you, and it will.

sometimes people will always be sour most of the time, but its the sweetness that really traps you. and it turns into a vicious cycle and your caught forever, or until you one day go insane and run them over with your bicycle.

another thing.
polka dots and stripes, can we say passe? i wish everything in stores wasnt covered in em.

i really miss school

ok im not gona lie....

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 07:03:22 GMT

i have a hugh grant fetish

&i may be leaving in a few weeks.

SEE YOU LATER SUCKERS.

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 06:24:31 GMT

me sam and katie are planning to go visit catherine on the 30th hell yeah for villa nova
a random fact on villa nova:they were #2 on playboys list of colleges with hottest girls.
oh boys be jealous.

umm im gona trade in my n64 for a game cube, our apartment needs to have fun things for people to do besides us. wait uh did i say that? JUST KIDDING.

i hope everyone enjoyed their day off, and ate lots of food
i love the creepy owner of camel video
and i also miss mike carney being there.
and i love camel video whats better then a token creepy video shop

sunday should be great! i havent gone to a show in a while, i miss the good ole days of making fun of all the scenester/hipster/hardcore anyone but us kids. best ever.

i miss school already =\
jan 20th come sooner!
i cant wait to be a teacher
corupting young minds is going to be great

today i tried to tell my mom that i dont plan on having children or getting married really and that im going to adopt an asian girl, and she didnt beleive me? how werid.

ok i must go read now.
ps.
johnny depp is my boyfriend. donthate.
also i bought personal velocity on dvd today, best movie ever.
great cinemawhateveryoucallit.

oh yeah everyone do me a favor and add fakeorange.com to your interests!!! PLEASE PLEASE! THATD BE GREAT! K THANKS.

nothing i say means anything.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 09:14:20 GMT

hello!
today i worked
and fell in like/lust with someone

i hate waking up before 4 in the afternoon.
saving throw is playing soon / !!!

i have nothing of importance to say.

ive got a fantastic notion
sleep!

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 05:22:20 GMT

today i called vicki shes going on tour but when she gets back we are hanging out.

today i went shopping and bought:
the belljar-sylvia plath
me talk preety one day- david sedaris
cats cradle-kurt vonnegut <3

going to see fordirelifesake, and rescue on sunday

dan p. is having a new years eve party

ok bye!

bullshit:peoplealwaysgetdefensivewhenconfrontedwithtruth.

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 08:11:47 GMT

im sick of everything
im sick of everyone
my foot hurts b.c i kicked the wall
my neck hurts
my head hurts
i really have anger problems lately
i really cant control anything lately
brush off everything
do not look in sanctuary in anyone except yourself

WHY THE FUCK HAVENT I LEARNED THIS YET.

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 06:34:52 GMT

should friends contribute to most of your bad/sad/moods and headaches?

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 07:17:40 GMT

You're so sick of quizzes that you have gone so far
as to transform into this bottle of Windex
window cleaner.

HOW SICK ARE YOU OF QUIZZES???????
brought to you by Quizilla

thank you.

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 05:27:36 GMT

"

If I were Jesus and I dropped by one December to see what the human race had learned from my teachings of love, equity and compassion (for which, incidentally, I was rewarded with torture and crucifixion) only to find a ruthlessly accelerating global epidemic of individualism, possessiveness, debauchery and environmental desecration epitomised by a scandalously lurid, psychotically unsustainable, corporate-sponsored extravaganza of decadence —in honour of my BIRTH!— I would probably beg my father to erase every last trace of the criminally insane human species and start all over again with the amoeba.

"

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 06:12:56 GMT

at home
do you watch movies in the dark but television with the lights on?

do you want to lose yourself while watching a movie

and just be entertained by watching television?

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 06:39:02 GMT

using band names spell out your name:

alife once lost
liars
fordirelifesake
rescue
everytime i die
damien rice
against me!

strangers with candy BEST SHOW EVER

iron maiden! best band ever
ahh memories. this semester has been fun.

this is funny/dumb:stolen from caitlin

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 04:48:23 GMT

hardcore ?

101 rules for being hardcore.

1) Be tough at all times.
2) Never cheer after a show... only clap.
3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way.
4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Ex: Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire.
5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them.

6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See rule #5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly.

7) Wear your hoodie in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough.
8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal.

9) Exception to rule #8: only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts.

10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends.

11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town.

12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Ex: screamcore, emocore, screamocore, mathcore, or medio-core.
13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style.
14) Keep it in the do-jo.
15) Real hardcore fans are called kids.
16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs!
17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Halud.
18) Tell people you work in the music industry.
19) More ankles people!
20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you.
21) Refer to bands as old school or new school and then act tough again.
22) Pretend that you get Dillinger Escape Plan.
23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes.
24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class.
25) Smoking, drinking, and having sex before marriage is too trendy. Real hardcore tough guys abstain.
26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself. After all, you do a better job singing than him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album.
27) Start your own hardcore band.
28) Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia.
29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible.
30) If you are shy, start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience.
31) People who know more bands than you are better than you.
32) Add the letter X before and after important words. Ex: XhardcorekidX, XmoshfuckX
33) Never say, "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny.
34) It's merch not merchandise.
35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times.
36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating.
37) The bigger you stretch your ears out, the more hardcore you are.
38) Your ears should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap, or a penis.
39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal... steal the mic away from the singer.
40) When people ask you if you like a band always say, "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff."
41) Buy all of that band's merch.
42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show.
43) Repeat #41 and #42
44) If you have to wear glasses, make sure they are thick, black framed ones.
45) Don't tell anybody, but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the Well.
46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year.
47) Complain that they are playing with Slayer, but don't admit you actually like Slayer.
48) Complain at all costs.
49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool.
50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers.
51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference.
52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The Mother Fuck" or "Kick That Guy's Ass Move" or better yet... stay home and cry.
53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms.
54) Scream about love.
55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink.
56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids.
57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band.
58) Wear your pins with honor! Shai Halud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat are the purple heart of valour.
59) Velcro shoes are cool.
60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only.
61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: blood, murder, kill, victim and/or butterfly.
62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers.
63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone.
64) 100 bands from around the world are to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore subgenre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free.
65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough.
66) Re-issue your demos after every album.
67) When the band starts playing, everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play.
68) Crying on stage makes you a professional.
69) Complain some more.
70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend.
71) If you are from New York, NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact, always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up who ever is looking.
72) If you are from New Jersey, NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact, try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York.
73) Never admit that emo is country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional.
74) American Idol is your worst enemy (but you voted for Ruben).
75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear.
76) Fuck beer; got breast milk?
77) Bandanas are cool.
78) Bandanas with big X on them are cooler.
79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week, you poser.
80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really.
81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band.
82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity.
83) Look up socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended.
84) Green Day is the real reason you are still alive.
85) Describe your group of friends as "The Scene."
86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle.
87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with, "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong.
88) Keep punching.
89) Kick a little, too.
90) Punch.
91) Add a threat about their mother for good measure.
92) Pretend you won the fight then pickup your dismembered left arm.
93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant, but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is.
94) Tell everybody that Trustkill Records is too trendy.
95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear.
96) Pierce you tits and tattoo your body.
97) Straight bangs mean straightedge
98) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm.
99) When in doubt, mock everything.
100) Take everything personally.
101) Assume this list is about you!

ayy yo

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 05:37:18 GMT

- i got an A in advanced painting. i fucking rule. im totally bragging right now and i dont care. so deal.

-im addicted to my silk screening thing, my prints are coming out soo fucking cool, the art exhibit is going to be fantastic.

im only taking printmaking & art history next semester, then off off off to brooklyn i go. i do remind you livejournal readers of this every day.

i want people to feel differant after looking at it.
im happy right at this minute.